I just wanna close my eyes.
I wanna see a one big amazing dream.
Where my parents right here with me, wanna feel home my mom hug me like nobody in this world can do this. Can I know what I'll be here totally alone with all this shit? Fuck, no.
I wanna see in my dream that someone needs me like I need.
Imagine like I have breakfast open window smell of forest just talk with someone who so close for my heart about bullshit.
See that I have family. Damn, god please can u dream for me a child, please for sec can u show me that I can have a child.
See like everyone who needs my help have it. Wanna don't feel this upset or disappointed of nobody of my fav people.
Can I see just in this big dream that I'm in safe, that I'm not alone, that someone wait me home from work.
I don't wanna see nightmares anymore like me life.
God please, I just wanna see only this big dream.

And never wake up.